Finally, Annual day function is over and now I can breathe a sigh of relief. Things did not go the way I wanted them to, but that’s the way, I was prepared for it. Two things I was looking after; one, a dance no. “Ande ka Funda” which turned out good and then, a play on “Akbar & Birbal”, that too was fine. The day was so chaotic that I couldn’t get a single proper click. With kids, they are either hungry, thirsty or ‘urgently’ in need to use the wash room, and all this with their costumes falling apart… Lol.
A few days prior to the final day, while we were practicing, something happened, and that I am going to share. While dance & play practices were running full fledged, ‘Vasant’ who was one of the participants in a dance performance and also playing the part of Birbal in my play comes to me and says, ” Teacher, I can’t dance, I don’t dance!” What he meant was, he wanted to back out of the dance performance. I had overheard other teachers complaining about him, but I wanted to hear it from him; “Why?” I asked, he fumbled, Aayaan (another boy) quickly said, “Teacher, so and so teacher said that he is bad, he cant dance, that’s why he doesn’t want to participate”.
I very well know how this feels, I have been there, I guess we all have been there. As kids, we are often told what-all we can’t do, even before giving a fare chance. We are told that, “you can’t dance”, “you can’t sing”, “you are not beautiful” or “you are poor at Maths or English” etc etc.. and those remarks get carved on the delicate little minds forever.
Even though such comments might not be intentional, to kids they are verdicts. When we say something like, “you cant dance”, we are planting a seed, a seed of fear. Fear of looking bad, fear of being judged, fear of stage, fear of not knowing something which every one else apparently to know. Recall that situation when all kids are playing, dancing and there is one kid standing in the corner, away from all, that kid is tagged as shy or introvert. I say… think again, it might appear as just another incident but for ‘that kid’ its a lost moment.
“You are doing fine Vasant!” I said, “See… we all have different bodies and different ways our body moves, Aayaan’s dance steps are too fast, Darshan steps comes easy, and yours are little slow, but there is nothing like you can’t do! Ww just need to practice! Tell me which steps you are facing difficulty in and we will work it out.”
Aayaan: “Yes teacher my mother also says the same thing, with practice you can do everything but if you give up you loose!”
That’s it! We practiced and they merge into their playful state and never did I saw anyone hesitating or shying away. Children are smarter than we think, they already know what they need to know. As teachers we just need to remind them and trust them.
As I write this, I am lying down with a sprain in my heels due to all those dance moves in the practice sessions! I too was told by some one that I can’t dance; so I never did. After all these years, with this event, I came face to face with my fear and realized it’s not true! I am okay … I am just fine.